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Hit Bottom and Can't get out of it...can't help but sabotage myself

Hi, this is new for me..this whole im going to post and get feedback on the fact that I can't for the life of me fix my weight proble. I used to be really good at this, had all the energy in the world and stayed in the same weight range for years even though I didn't like it but it wasn't horrible. This year I do not know what happened I can't lose the weight and I have no motivation when it comes to actually executing hte plan..and to top it off it makes me ridiculously disgusted with myself...so thats me and how I feel in a nutshell

I'm 19 and will be 20 in a few months and for all I know today I could weigh between 155 and 160 something..god I don't even want to think that. I am 5'5" am muscular with a gut and went pant shopping the other day and found out I went up a size that I haven't been in 4 yrs...HELP I just need some good feedback and I hope this isn't too overbearing but I even tried starting a new leaf today and already screwed up..

Sorry if this is super whiny....lol

~J
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